July 2, 2026
I feel restless, but...
somehow, I think I know what to do.
It's not bombastic, it's not the new big thing. But it will be for me.
I have to sing. Not literally, I'm too shy/not good enough. I want to make music again. I havent been able to find the notes recently.
I guess it starts with getting my preferred vst back, lol. I don't think I can download a new copy so I might have to go dig it out of the old computer.
I will do what I must, whatever that is.
I'm glad that my mind has cleared.
On a completely different note, I need to tune my youtube reccomendations differently. I'm sick of watching mid-tier video essays that I learn nothing from.
Maybe I need a different account specially tuned to only give me obscure cool art stuff, haha.
anyways, on my way to do exactly that... (or maybe stop using youtube entirely)
-Y